Peeking round
Yeah, so I know its been quite a bit. Been kind of busy getting the house all livable and then had guests that turned a one week stay into a two week.
Not that I wasn't happy to have a bit of company, but it was a bit daunting to find him at the kitchen table every morning drinking coffee as if its something he's always done.
Thank God I no longer entertain impossible notions.
Still, having him around for even just 13 days, 6 hours and 38 minutes give or take a few minutes has only served to make my lonliness even more acute if thats possible.
I find myself missing him greatly and all I am is a childhood friend.
Not that I wasn't happy to have a bit of company, but it was a bit daunting to find him at the kitchen table every morning drinking coffee as if its something he's always done.
Thank God I no longer entertain impossible notions.
Still, having him around for even just 13 days, 6 hours and 38 minutes give or take a few minutes has only served to make my lonliness even more acute if thats possible.
I find myself missing him greatly and all I am is a childhood friend.

melancholy